does this make me a bad person

once again, i cant aid but think this is all due to the fact that aries and scorpios do not go well together.

my bro is also an aries, we fight and clash. a lot. ive simply understood that i am not suitable with aries. i do not have any other aries pals, and when i do fulfill an aries, we do not click. but i guess we had the ability to work our friendship out.

i feel bad for thinking this however as an individual who believes in astrology, i cant aid believe its since we are not suitable. im a scoprio, shes an aries. i know. an explosive match. but she has likewise changed into an actually different person from when i first met her, to now.

recently, i had a falling out with one of my finest friends. when i state falling out, i indicate, she doesnt wish to be buddies “at this point of our lives.”

the falling out happened due to the fact that i was not there for my best pal when her dad died, generally. i was not emotionally there for her. I believed i was. when it took place, she texted in our group chat and i told her im there for you, connect to me if needed, etc i had spring break the next day, and didnt connect to her anymore than that because well, i understand its selfish, however i was on spring break. our other friend in the trio went to a school in the same state so she had the ability to exist physically with her. i believed that what i said was enough, i didnt want to press anything else on her, not to mention she never even reacted to my texts in the group chat and she likewise had such a big support system and pals who were from our hometown there physically. its all since i am not “emotionally suitable” and not on the exact same level of emotional connectivity as she is. she sent me these enormous messages about how shes had issues with how i react mentally to things– so im sitting here questioning why this was never ever brought up to me in the 7 years of relationship. i grew up with mentally unavailable moms and dads. it made me into an individual who had problem communicating my feelings and sensations, she knew this in our 7 years of friendship.

am i incorrect for thinking of our friendship in this manner?

I thought i was.

She has actually also changed into an actually various individual from when i very first fulfilled her, to now.

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