I want/need to start meeting women but I’m terrified that if I start/do my first kiss attempt on a day with a 4, 9, 13, [3 or 7 (don’t want to explain why)] or adds ups to one of those, then I’ll get rejected my whole life. Its source is Asian and Western superstitions. I know it’s probably all bs but my problem is “what if it’s true and they’re bad luck? What if?” I know this is extremely retarded but I guess it’s Pure O OCD and I’m getting on an antidepressant that my psychiatrist says will help. I was also told that I was diagnosed with something like Asperger’s when I was little, so there’s that. And I just realized I posted this at 4-something PM.