I am a lifepath 9, with a fate number 17/8. My character number is 23/5, and my soul desire 12/3.
I feel as if I have advantages to contribute, but I wish to be stable in life. I can highly feel my dominant 5 energy, and actually dont like it. Like truly, really, actually dont like it. I just wish to have sufficient resources to safeguard the people I care about, however I am really concerned about instability in life.
My name number adds up to 87, considered by some numerologists as high and extremely unlucky inauspicious.
I have lead a rough life in a lot of elements, and know it will always be like this. Will changing my name change my actual fate (not my fate number)?